what just happened

If i don't make sense it is alright as that is the exact reflection of what i may be feeling inside. You spend your life putting things in boxes ,labeling them , evaluating their characteristics , finding comparisons and bringing peace to the curiously forever muddled mind. You some what resign to the notion that you have classified and quantified the ideas in question and they are neatly in order and constant. Constant you think ? We know that nothing is constant still why live in the delusion that it might be a living breathing fact. Change is the only constant a well recognized circumstance , Still we hang on pitifully to the slimmest strand of hope , It could all remain eternally this way.

It doesn't. By realizing this it should be absorbed or swallowed hard in completion , that expectation of any kind from a notion which has no persisting element is folly worthy of grave punishment . It is unacceptable . Logically refutable. This knowledge is not a new revelation . I was fully aware of this. Why then was i betrayed by hope and faith ? Why did my shard of expectation stabbed me in the back? me and so many others . Every minute every day . Still hope sustains life and life is temporary ,cannot take it for granted ,no room for it . So live as life has newer options . limitless contradictions . It may be a bumpy ride but a ride with no retakes no return policy. Thus i carry on without full comprehension but with conviction that the next hurdle will be met with force and that it is 99 percent of how you take it and a mere 1 percent of the 'making it' part . The one percent does, IN all it's underestimated glory, exist .