hello there . its been my wish, since the advent of my wishing , to express myself . i have tried all mediums ,you name it , writing ,singing ,dancing, painting , cell phone messaging (to the horror of my poor beloved other half as they are tiresomely long) as well as poetry .i even gave it a go on FACEBOOK but then eureka !!! i came across the existence of Blogs, so i decided i need a proper solid out let . here it goes .
i am an artist . have known this since my toddler years when i sang my first nursery rhyme. i am not too sure of the exact quantification of my talent but i am and always will be a hard worker . i have tried my hand at all forms of artistic declaration but i found acting to be the most satisfactory and quickest means of creative release. its been a decade since my first such venture on the so called "idiot box" and i have enjoyed all the highs and lows that come with it. as i have over and over again betrayed my love for creativity it is incumbent i must inform that having a child was somewhat another expression of my being . i know, i know, how completely self seeking you must think of me but i just wanted to see what my extension would be like or maybe i am just a woman and wanted to be mothering someone and fast . that is confusing to me still but what ever the cause the effect was i became a MAMA . Before i was a girl dreaming limitless impossible dreams ,falling in love with my beau and life and work, ginormously motivated and energized ,two feet off the ground, the world at my toes , Then in a flash all of that became history and another being took over me ,my life ,my time, my reality and i almost lost myself in this storm made up of contrasting elements . that is what i want to write about now . to share and to appeal for answers which plague my ego :) hope i manage to tickle your desire to help a lost soul . till later . take care